2008-03-02

In two weeks time I'll be gone. And up untill then I've got tons to do... I really hope I can get time to catch up with you all before I leave but I doubt it. Can't belive how fast the days passes by right now!

My cat is still living with me and will do so untill I leave for Manchester. Then the little bugger will go back home and continue being my grandfathers loyal companion. Grandfather is going home tomorrow from the hospital. I'm so relieved that he is finally a bit better from the pneumonia. Hopefully he'll stay away from the hospital now for a while. My grandfather is one of the finest men I will ever know and he really deserves all the joys and happiness in his life.

It's nice to hear that so many care about grandfather - and about me. And especially thank you all of you that has been comforting me and been supportive even when I'm at my worse. And I really have been bad at times, - neurotic, dramatic, emotional and irritated. Apparently picking a fight is what I consider a relive from what's really bothering me so badly.
I've had some ups and downs in my life before, but nothing is ever nearly as hard for me as the time when my granfather is in pain. And this was one of the worst, he's visbly getting so much older in so short time. But now he's finally healthy enough to go home so that's a big relief.

So now I'll try to go back to my usualy everyday life. And try my very best to make him proud.